I remember!

Eh gue udah remember looh siapa crush gueee. hehehe keren gak? biasa aae sih sebenernya. pasti aja gue ga akan bilang siapa. tapi i realize i LOVE him so much!

"keep it cool, we're only phantoms anyway"

Lucifer Verloren(Y)

-,-

eeeeh gue mau ngepost yang ga begitu penting niiih. pertama sekarang gue lagi baca Eragon! Gila tuh buku halamannya panjang amat. kedua I lagi fall in love! but (damn!) gue lupa sama siapa! tapi gue sangat yakin waktu itu gue inget siapa sekarang gue lupa gue suka sama siapa -.-. ketiga I lagi kesel with someone juga nih! keseeeeeeeeel banget tapi masalahnya i forgot sebelnya sama siapa... ah tai banget dah udah ah gue mau nerusin baca Eragon. daaaaah

"keep it cool, we're only phantoms anyway"

Lucifer Verloren(Y)

ineeesl

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Stranger: hey

You: hi

Stranger: so

Stranger: how are u

You: i'm fine i guess

You: you?

Stranger: u guess:)

Stranger: i am sure i am fine

You: that's quite my opposite

Stranger: so are u at an office?

You: no

You: in my bedroom

Stranger: yes quiet boring then

Stranger: at least i am in the living room):

You: that's cool

Stranger: :)

Stranger: better thann yours

You: well i like my bedroom the most from parts of my house

You: my siblings always have the TV so i cannot watch

Stranger: but internet is better

Stranger: u have it

You: lol

You: it's true

Stranger: i guess u are very young

You: yes, you may say so

Stranger: a baby:)

You: you guess wrong.... :p

Stranger: a teenager

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Stranger: :)

You: and you?

Stranger: ooo i am old

You: how old is 'old'?

Stranger: i am 27

You: in my country they're 50s

Stranger: :)

You: you're not old!

Stranger: :(

Stranger: really

Stranger: but i feel old

You: you're in your best age you can do anything in that age

Stranger: today i walked for half an hour

Stranger: and i got tired:)

Stranger: all sweaty

You: well, me too

Stranger: i am lazy i think

You: even when I'm only 13

Stranger: inside i live like a king

Stranger: :)

You: lol

Stranger: when i was 13

You: then, i live like a queen in my bedroom

Stranger: i was studying like a nerd

You: i dislike studying too hard

Stranger: i used to like

Stranger: i got rid of

You: it's cracking my head off

Stranger: now i like playing video games

You: when you're 13 you don't like video games?

Stranger: no i didn t have a computer the

Stranger: n

You: i see

Stranger: i was poor:(

Stranger: haha

Stranger: i had only books

You: even though i have computers i love books

Stranger: u read novels?

You: yes

Stranger: classics

Stranger: are cool

Stranger: u should read them all

You: i like fantasy genre more though

Stranger: i like sci fi

You: i'm still a little girl after all

Stranger: u like harry potter:)

You: I LOVE IT! and Eragon too

Stranger: :)

Stranger: little girl i gotta go now

Stranger: take care of u

Stranger: and read a lot

Stranger: bye:)

You: bye

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You: hi

Stranger: hey where do u come from?

You: america

Stranger: eh bolot

Stranger: swt

Stranger: lamaa balesnyaa

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You: eh orang indonesia ya lo?

Stranger: baru blajar nulis lo????

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Stranger: katanya amerika

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You: yaaah sejenis itu laaah

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You: abis kalo gue bilang dari indonesia biasanya langsung disconnect

You: ngeselin abis

Stranger: emang

Stranger: gwe juga

Stranger: dlb

Stranger: DERITA LO BANGSAT

Stranger: wkwkkwkwkw

Stranger: ce co ?

You: EH ANYING GUE BLOM NGATAIN LO NIH

Stranger: hehehe

Stranger: iyaahh maav bang

Stranger: lagii kesel boo

You: lo ce co?

You: baru putus ya?

Stranger: gwe nanya doloan odong !

Stranger: enak aja

Stranger: mank lo

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You: ce gue

Stranger: ma kambing lw

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You: lo ce co?

Stranger: nama lo sapa ?

You: ines

Stranger: skolah mana lo ?

You: 115

You: lo anak mana?

Stranger: oo

You: ce co?

Stranger: gwe anak Tuhan

Stranger: co

You: sekolah di?

Stranger: nama gwe bejo

oke oke

pertama-tama CONGRATS YA NISYALVIN TERNYATA JARAK KALIAN PUTUS CUMA 5 POST LOH! BERARTI KALIAN MEANT TO BE TOGETHER KALI.

oke! pertama: hari ini gue disetrap ama miss esti karena ga ngerjain pr dan itu sumpah pegel banget gue ga boong

kedua: gue gak jadi nonton kids choice award karena ternyata datengnya pake tiket and blablabla.

ketiga: NisyAlvin balikan setelah seminggu memisahkan diri. congrats ya yu gais.

keempat: gue gajadi beli Eragon karena ternyata yang versi gede gak ada.

kelima: adek gue berantem sama nyokap gue ampe nyokap gue nangis. sumpah seumur-umur gue belom pernah ngeliat nyokap kea gitu.

itu aja ya

"keep it cool, we're only phantoms anyway"

Lucifer Verloren(Y)

ineeesl

eh eh hari ini banyaaaaaaaaaak banget yang pengen gue ceritain tapi sekarang gue udah mau berangkat nih ke kids choice award indonesia nonton adek gue drumband. nanti malem kalo misalnya gue masih mood nanti gue post ya!

"keep it cool, we're only phantoms anyway"

Lucifer Verloren (Y)

dadaaaaaaa

ineeesl

oh iya ada yang kelupaan dari post gue dibawah.

"gue gasuka sama cara dia bilang yang gue rasain tuh sepele dan biasa aja. makan tuh biasa aja. kalo gue lebay kenapa? gasuka? kalo gue parno kenapa? gasuka? seinget gue sih dia juga kea gitu!"

nah itu aja yang lupa gue tulis dibawahnya. males ah ngedit postnya.

thankies

(?)

ummm, gue pengen langsung singkat aja kali ya soalnya lagi badmood.

kalo misalnya temen lo baru ngomongin sesuatu yang nggak ngenakin buat elo dan lo terima apa yang dia omongin dan dia ngelakuin hal yang sama kea yang baru dia omongin, lo kesinggung gak? jujur ya kalo gue sih jawabannya iya. kesinggung. mungkin gue parno tapi orang boleh merasa teringgung soal apapun yang dia anggep pantes kan?

kalo ada yang berasa jangan marah ya, mereka selalu bilang sama gue kalo ada yang gue sebelin ngomong aja jangan dipendem. sekarang gue terlalu pengecut buat ngomong jadi gue tulis disini aja. (walaupun gue ragu kalo ada yang baca blog gue kalo misalnya gue ga ngomong)

itu aja ya

ineeesl

nama saya budi

Rose Maiden Jail

ALI PROJECT

I, as beautiful as a leopard,

Am dressed in a coat of darkness

And trample on the lilies of hell

In order to approach where you are

The sweetness of the fleshy fruit in my fangs

Is a falsified dream of untied sprouts

Let’s tangle them

Are you escaping or chasing after something?

You no longer know

Look at me and go deeper,

Drowning in the hellish nectar of unrest

Devilish talons and corroded bones

Make grating and reeling sounds

Is this love or is it more like hatred?

Is an answer necessary?

Aa, my tired soul is

Just as icy as you

I’m returning to life in your fingers

Even if I can be tamed only by loneliness

I want the tail of a butterfly

For my alluring, beautiful ankle-chain

That connects me to door to Hades

Tracing the tip of the keyhole with my tongue

Following the path that tastes like luxurious blood

Am I hastening?

Is this an embrace or is it grudging?

I just don’t know

I look at your turning arms that are

Purposely scattering roses of hell

A dirty moon on a decayed night

The waning moon is again waxing

Be it love or be it betrayal

It’s the same corpse

Aa, the thing in this hand that has done it all,

If fading from those eyes,

Can be reborn any number of times

Are you escaping or chasing after something?

You no longer know

Look at me and be further captured

In burning crimson roses of hell

Are you wanting to live or wanting to fall?

Because you do not know yet,

From this love may come the sadness

I wish for the demise; don’t you?

Aa, that heart is plundering,

Being imprisoned inside the depths of my body

As I become penetrated with light

bingung judul

EH TAU GAK HARI INI GUE GAJADI JALAN CFUK PADAHAL GUE UDAH DYING WANT TO SEE HP6 WAAAAAA!!!!


...and my adek-adek an is putus with his pacar dan pacarnya itu adalah my sahabat. my supernine yu know? yaah sabar ya yu gais semoga bisa dapetin yang lebih baik dari yang sekarang. eh eh! udah ada baju nvd loooh! kata my pembokat it's keren dan gak norak. nih ya fotonya:



gue nya jelek ya. hahaha.

oke oke keanya itu aja cukup kali ya? ntar kalo ada yang menarik gue post lagi deh. daaaa!

latihan pks

gue mau cerita ya all~

jadi ceritanya 2 hari yang lalu waktu gue lagi nonton ada yang nge greet gue. pas gue liat yang kedap-kedip ternyata itu nisya kan. tapi awalannya itu "Marsya says" gue panik kan. ternyata ngasi tau kalo hari ini ada latian pks (hari ini maksudnya tuh sabtu ya) terus gue inget kalo topi pks gue ketinggalan di loker. nah terus gue nyari kunci loker gue kan. eh ga ada! alhasil gue panik banget terus gue nanya nisya.

ines (i)
nisya (n)

i: nisyaaa, ntar pas latian bawa kunci loker ya. kunci loker gue ilang
n: yaah cannot nes. gue besok ga mungkin bisa soalnya gue ke puncak jumat pulangnya minggu

anying yee. esumpah gimana nih! topi gueeeeeeee!

i: terus gimana dong lo latiannya?
n: aduh iya nih gue takut banget bilangnya tapi gue ga mungkin bisa
i: terus gimana?
n: nanti gue bilang langsung sama ka valeska
i: nis, kunci loker lo posin rumah gue dong. sumpah gue desperet abis
n: wes gila lo di posin. lo besok dateng aja pake topi sekolah
i: dalem loker juga
n: lo mah emang ga niat. yaudah pake topi lain
i: ntar kalo ditanya jawabnya apa?
n: topi pks lo dalem loker
i: oh iya! thank you ya niiis
n: iya nes sip

jadi dengan perasaan lega gue tutup window chat nya. yaudah hari berlalu cepat tanpa insiden berarti (eh ada deng! adek gue sunat!) terus gue tidur ga ada rasa bersalah.

besoknya gue nanya sama kak Shintia kan tentang gue dateng ga pake topi.

i (ines)
ka shintia (ks)

i: kak aku mau nanya
ks: ini ines mana?
i: 7-9 kak, inter
ks: oiya kenapa?
i: topi aku ketinggalan di loker jadi besok datengnya gimana?
ks: yaudah dateng aja nanti ngomong ama valeska
i: ooh iya deh kak

wesss gue udah seneng nih! terus tiba-tiba....

ks: lo hari ini ga dateng?
i: JEDEEEEER! BUKANNYA BESOK AH ANYING JANGAN NGIBUL DONG LO! ya boong lah mana mungkin gue berani ngomong gitu

ehem! kita lanjutkan

i: aku dikasitau nya katanya latiannya besok doang
ks: lo dikasitau sama siapa?

wesss gue bimbang nih disini. soalnya kalo gue jujur nanti nisya bisa aja dimarahin. tapi kalo boong bisa-bisa gue yang kena marah. yaudah akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk jujur walaupun nisya mungkin aja dimarahin.

i: sama nisya kak
ks: tapi tadi gue chat ama valeska katanya hari ini sama besok. gue juga di sms karimah gitu. gimana nih ya?

curcol: berhubung hari ini adek gue sunat it's impossible kalo gue mau ke sekolah jadi keanya itu bisa jadi alesan gue ga ikut kalo ada latian. i love you syad (Y)

i: lagian kalo hari ini adek aku sunat kak. jadi ga ada yang anterin.
ks: ohahaha. latiannya besok doang dateng ya
i: iya kak pasti dateng

terus udah kan nih. hari itu gue abisin buat ngeliatin psb nya mba inta dan hasilnya dia keterima di 81. selamat ya sist!

besoknya gue berangkat sama ayah sama mba inta kan ke 81 dulu

daftar,daftar,daftar (sumpah gue yang lari-larian disini. berapa kali gitu gue bolak-balik koperasi)

terus selesainya jam 9:05 wess gue langsung lemes. takut sumpah. selama di mobil mba inta bilang gini "ah kalo ampe kamu dimarahin awas aja tuh" yaudah terus gue turun kan. gue ke lasntai 3 tuh soalnya kata cleaning service nya ada di lantai 3. yaudah dari lantai 3 gue ngeliat ke depan koperasi ternyata pada di situ. terus gue ke lantai 2 ketemu bu neneng

ines (i)
bu neneng (bn)

i: bu, sumpah bu saya takut bu
bn: kenapa? ga bawa topi?
i: iya bu, dan saya telat
bn: ah nggak apa-apa kok mereka kan *** ***** **** jadi santai aja
i: ah bu, tapi tetep aja serem kan ***** ** ****** **** ****** serem buuuuuu
bn: ah ga mungkin. yaudah sini ibu temenin ke bawah
(percakapan di sensor untuk mengurangi tindak intimidasi)

jadi akhirnya gue sampe bawah dan latian pks deh! ternyata yang ga pake topi bukan cuma gue doang! heheheee keren loh tadi! banyak anak sd ngeliatin latiannya

sampe sini aja yoo

ineeesl